CROSS-ROADS

Everyone whom I have talked to said they have made choices in their life that caused their reality now. Most of their major cross-roads experiences in life happened at the early adulthood stage which heck scares me because I'm currently experiencing it now. When I graduated in College I'm aware that my course doesn't have a vast job market so there's a high probability of ending up mismatch in our future employment. However there's a big difference between awareness and experience. I know that it's going to be like that but I never thought that it's far different when you experience it. The feeling is comparable to the awareness that someone will die and so you have prepared yourself for farewells yet when death comes it still strikes you hard as if you have not expected it. I'm seeing myself now in a world where I have to explore and journey to places I have never been so I could experience new things hoping that I could someday be a little prepared. Having experienced the reality outside school, I realized that one can never be fully prepared. It's normal to freak-out, get fidgety and it is OKAY to commit mistakes because we simply don't know it. How would you know if you haven't even tried it. Don't be upset if you fail for trying it, because you know what? Atleast you have experienced something that can help you improve your character. AS long as you remain faithful to God, He will guide your every step. HE IS JUST PREPARING EVERYONE OF US TO BE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. So don't worry about the future, leave it to Him. :)